Silence..!

I write this as a personal experience since the past 11 years of my life with psychiatric medication. Having been diagnosed with 'ADHD', 'OCD' and 'Bi Polar' at the earliest of my age was started with psychiatric medication, when I was 9 years age. It is indeed a boon to have both psychiatric and psychological help in today's era complied with stress and competition where even people like I too can compete in this world in every field. But the slightest mistakes of the doctors and not educating the public about the psychological problems one faces can definitely be traumatic with their behaviour towards us. The medical practitioners nor the society tries to see the difficulty a person with even a minor depression goes through let alone not even treat them as human at certain times. This is after my recent break down of getting addicted to psychiatric medication and started over dosing myself, I would not even be myself half the time. Leading...

Ever questioned yourself this way? Well, your not the only. To be completely honest, I question myself this in my day today life more often than one can think. People might see me as a very strong person but even the hardest rock too breaks down one or the other time. I've had to see a life where I could keep myself in comparison among people who never questioned this as they did not even have the ability to do so. But they are living just fine even till date. It's never a bad thing to break down or think why wrong things happen only to us. But, do remember its not just you who is questioning yourself, in fact the very person sitting next to you, too is doing so. When life seems difficult and just plain wrong to you, just remember the people who do not have the ability to speak a word and express their pain, people who cannot hear if people are speaking against them, or even the people who cannot see what and what not is happening around them. And trust me once you d...

  To start with, the basic element required for a designer is to be creative. And produce our output in the most original and eye catchy way.   The dream of a designer is to create meaningful designs that communicate on a visual, intellectual and emotional level.   A life of a designer would definitely be taken as one of the most interesting jobs, compared to the other forms of the work. The more one is trend savvy, the easier it gets to create something completely new.. and easier to catch the attention of new audience. If we take,   Sir Walt Disney for example, he could have had his fears and flaws too. But it did not stop him from creating the first ever cartoon to be made “Mickey Mouse and the Steam Boat”. Because of which, the character Mickey Mouse is still the heartthrob of every child and even adults.  Sir Wa lt Disney too had his doubts where it might not be up to the mark, but it did not stop him, in fact his fear of being wrong was what ...

Feeling anxious in life is entirely normal. Especially if you grew up as a small town girl moving into another city, where you wouldn't have your mother to pamper you when you get low or just feel sick. With time everyone are eventually meant to have new experiences, and my journey from my nest to going away is about to start. The very thought of being away from home brings shivers, but also prepares me to this great adventure I will have for the next one year. And this change in life is probably what will bring me one step closer to living my dream. So feeling down, terrified and just plain scared is alright for me now. Because I know that, I'm going to be okay. Just okay! (=

How often do you think out of the box? Finding a guy tying the knot and getting married is that all a woman wants? Its the 21st century and times change. Women have equal rights as men do. They work as equals but why is that they are treated like a grocery, picking the one they like? Shouldn’t women select the man they like? Why is that in this sexist world that though women are more powerful than men in certain field all a woman dreams of is marriage? Is marriage everything? Can’t a woman lead a single and happy life? Without the family fuss and husband’s rules and regulations and family drama. A woman has the power to reach another planet and come back but why not have the will power to live without a husband the "backbone". To be honest it seems silly how all Indian women want in life is wedding, a husband and bunch of kids. What is marriage? It is a bond between a man and a woman taking a vow to live together for the rest of their lives for better or for worse. S...